I sat there with all the books in front of me. With all those memories just lying there. I kept staring at one thing and then the other. My eyes kept moving from one place to another. I was here to find something I had long forgotten, but today's unusual events had refreshed all those memories that had taken ages to hide, that were hidden beneath everything else. All those memories I had held back, all those tears and all those scars were now once again refreshed.